February 2012
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eating raw ramen cause I poorfag.
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there are a million things I’ve been putting off, and whenever I think about I get incredibly depressed which makes me not want to do anything even more. Whoever said adulthood is great is a lying whore.
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life review 2/8/12
-quit the marines, basically wasting 5 months of my life and throwing away a possible future of benefits and financial stability.
- was supposed to leave for bootcamp in august, but instead will have till then to move out of my cousin’s house.
- decided it was a good idea to go back to school, pursuing an impractical dream without taking into account the time i would need to devote to work...
ponies...
the small glimmer of hope and happiness keeping me alive in this dark, twisted world.
not sleeping.
because i don’t want to deal with tomorrow just yet.
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January 2012
13 posts
reality is the bane of my existance.
“Everything tells me that I am about to make a wrong decision, but making...”
– Paulo Coelho, Eleven Minutes (via simplyisis)
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that went… weirdly.
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not sure what to feel..
50% motivated. 50% what the fuck?
everything's falling apart.
things are back to normal.
this year couldn’t have gotten off to a shittier start.
December 2011
14 posts
maybe its not the world that i really hate, maybe its just me that i hate and then i take it out on the world… im gonna need more beer.
just what i wanted for christmas; a meltdown.
fucking…. stupid.
if i had a talent it would be realizing i’m about to make a bad decision, then doing it anyway just to appease others so they’ll get off my back which really is to my detriment in the long run. sometimes even i’m amazed at my idiocy.
what the fuck am i doing and who am i doing this for?
selling suits is some exhausting shit.
